Unhappy, or just...blah?
I'm not sure if I'm actually unhappy or if I just feel "blah". I think that it really depends on how you look at it.
I am not particularly happy being engaged, I don't like school, I don't work enough to know whether or not I like it, and in general, things are just not happening for me right now. I have about 1300 dollars that I have to magically pull out of my *edited* before the end of December, and that isn't even counting Christmas presents. So thank you, Sheila of the Roosevelt Mineral Baths and Spa, for officially screwing up my financial plans by sticking your head a little further up your *edited*.
I feel "blah" because in response to this wonderful new world of financial stress, my body is shutting itself down. I feel completely and totally exhausted now, even at times when I would usually be the most awake, for example, while driving. The things that I use to like doing are actually making me bored now...it's sort of odd.
I know that every thing gets better at some point, and I guess I'm waiting for that day. I hope that it gets better soon, for the sake of my sanity.
posted by Maytrix at 5:10 PM
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Niki again, not anonymous.
I kind of know where you're coming from. Everything seems kind of pointless, right? Kind of like you're trapped in this never-ending cycle of financial debt and social acceptance. At least that's what I felt like.
I wish I could tell you that it'll all get better if you just sit and wait. That things will work themselves out and you'll be happy. But the truth is, I don't know that. What it took for me was a drastic change. Just throwing caution to the wind and plunging head-first toward what could be a warm calm spring waiting to envelop you in safety or a raging rabid river waiting to suck you into a torrent of cold unpredictability. Other people can wait it out and be content with what they've always known.
I wish I could tell you that I knew what it would take for you to feel better. I can't. But what I can tell you is that if you listen to your heart, you'll know why this is happening. Maybe it's just your body's way of saying "hey, you're not happy, do something or I'm just going to sleep on you."
You'll figure it out, I know you will. You're too stubborn to just give in.
Thank you Sara Mosher for being the most LAZY and USELESS piece of crap that I have ever had to work with. I know you would like to blame all of your failings on Sheila Haig, but the simple truth is you NEVER did your job. All you ever did was whine and look for ways to get out of work! No one at the Spa could stand you! Every day we got complaints from clients about how filthy and unkempt you were, and how your clothes were way too small...Didn't you ever SEE your huge gut hanging out?? God knows we all did. If it wasnt that, then someone was complaining about the fact that you constantly had body odor and greasy hair! You were a joke! Thank God "Mommy" got you your job and had an affair at the office to keep it for you...but now he is dead...BTW, she slept with a maintenance guy too....Your Dad know about that?? And then there was the guy on the renovation staff....the whole place knew...except you, you idiot! You are pathetic! You can blame yourself for your problems!! You caused them all!! If I recall correctly, Sheila Haig was more than generous and kind to you, and never knew how you were stabbing her in the back. How typical of you to secretly write in a blog about her...I'll make sure she knows...although I doubt she'll care about it...or you. Go to HELL you two faced little bitch...I am sure that your Mother will be there to keep you company!
Dear Ms Haig,
I think it would be best if you took responsibility for your own actions. It is obvious that Mr. Balton made the right decission in terminating you. Possibly you should look a little deeper at yourself and your actions and your assistant manager who turned you in along with other members of your staff. It is very sad that you would beat up on a young person and desecrate a deceased man. As a former co-worker myself, you were the worst manager (if that's what you call it) that I ever had the unhappy pleasure of working with. The young lady that you bashed happens to be a friend of mine, and many of us are still in contact with her. Ah hem, um, does anyone talk to you? I thought not. Eveyone else has moved on, is it just your maturity that has you on a kids website and you cant move on.
I don't get it....After reading all of this it seems like the only one getting ganged up on and attacked is this Sheila person....Maybe it's time for all of you to move on and get lives...
Hmm...anonymous again. To be honest, this "Sheila" person deserves it. If you have a problem with it, perhaps you should bring your sorrows to someone who cares. You're probably the same person anyway. Also, since this is my blog, I sort of have the right to decide what can be posted here. :)
Nice try though, trying to get people to stop voicing their opinions regarding the fata** witch formally known as Sheila.
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